butterfly in disguise

2011-10-31T22:09:00.002+01:00

what she hides behind her smily face.
what she wears under her nice dresses.
its a sad and cold body with thousands of questions.
dont ask me why I can not follow your words tonight.
dont aks me why I´m so faily every day.

my mind is somewhere else, everything wrong.
alltime upset.
need something to hold on.
need something to be with.

all these fears

2011-09-14T11:06:00.000+02:00

after passing these event
after missing some old friends
I should disappear
from this little fear
my heart stops beating every night at twelfe
breathing in and breathing out

dont know how to safe myself
from you
from all these fears
dont knwo how to love, to loe real
just leaving this place is the right for me

all the nights I was so drunk
also the one I met you
talking about kissing you, kissing me.
talking about fears.

and nothing ever hurts like this
nothing put me down.
all tsteps I have to take
are not as difficult as ours.
if we stand here in the rain,
instead of sitting warm
I can not explain what it means to be in your arm.

dont know how to safe myself

from you

from all these fears

dont knwo how to love, to loe real

just leaving this place is the right for me.

leaving you all these fears.

if you can promise me,

its okay to fall in love.

if you promise me,

its okay to be high above.

just tell me all these lies,

I promise I will follow you,

trough my whole life.

dont know how to safe myself

from you

from all these fears

dont knwo how to love, to loe real

just leaving this place is the right for me.

leaving you all these fears.

dont know how to run away from all these fears.

dont know, dont know, just dont know,

how to safe my life.

graveyard

2011-09-13T22:25:00.000+02:00

tuesday evening
nothing worth it.
this whole world gets more upset about nonsense,
than my dead granny obout her short life.
so, dont aks me why,
I´m a so shitty.
Dont ask me why, I dont want to see your face.

tuesday night,
with the evenings last cigarette,
I´m holding you tight
in my heart.

you are snorring somewhere else, and I really dont know why you are not with me know. why dont you sleep beside me in these tuesday nights. why dont you shout out loud whats going on in our heads.
i want you and you want me and after the next figth, we will see.

dont worry about me,
its just tuesday.
one of all these puked tuesdays.
this time is used yet,
like an old shirt from your grandpa.

you are sleeping now with not one single word for me.
you nticed I´m gonna break down and you dont help me stopping this.
I´m gonna fall and you wont give me your arm.
cause this is nothing we can stop
I´m gonna cut.